@Jay Helms I can completely relate with your post and thank you for sharing! I would consider myself on complete introvert and in the past I completely avoided any type of event that would require me speaking in front of a group or being around people I don't know. It is still very difficult for me to speak to someone that I am just meeting for the first time. However, I agree with @Tom Shallcross about taking your first step out of your comfort zone. After you do this once, then twice, then a third time you will begin to feel more comfortable and start to make friends and acquaintances. That is how I got started and just about 12 months later I now host 2 meetups and am starting a podcast. Ultimately, it is all in your head and you need to focus on your goals and not that voice in your head telling you to be afraid. I know it's easier said than done but when you focus on your why and your end goal you will find it necessary and much easier to deal with your anxiety. The feeling never quite goes away but you learn to deal with it. I hope this helps and I would be happy to talk to you more about it, just send me a message. Good luck and you can do it!
Kyle