I am motivated, recently cleaned up my diet and feel a lot better, much more motivation.  

It sort of works like a diet, while keto works for some, Atkins or vegetarian works for others.

Thanks for listening to me, this is something near and dear to my heart. I

But I do really want to continue to grow my portfolio 3 I think I could sell in spring for a hearty profit due to all of my repairs and increases In rents and get free and clear and get out🤷🏽‍♂️ Some advice for a newer investor please

Well at heart is the only place I am young, I start collecting my first retirement check next year from the volunteer fireman's pension fund.  

It is breaking my heart.  I

I think you are on the right track and your heart is in the right place.

She would open the doors on what became upwards of almost 100 properties over the next 6 months (bless her heart). I

What happened to the people that want to help a newbie break through out the kindness of their heart? I

All it requires is the "rice-and-beans" diet (ala Dave Ramsey) and a single-minded focus on getting out of bad debt.