Also, I'm a huge introvert with serious anxiety issues which only magnifies my fear of failure.

I try to cut out anything that gives me additional stress or anxiety.

As a renter myself, there's nothing more anxiety-ridden than when a stranger has to take a look around our apartment (which happens from time to time).

Is it really worth the anxiety and fear of knowing you’ll be implicated for a potential crime by ICE agency 

Don't be in a hurry or big rush--that can lead to more anxiety and possible hurried/poor decisions.And CONGRATULATIONS on your successes!

But im also investing in stocks and mutal bonds and also the SDP and TSP. im doing my part fancially im just so anxietious to start my Real Estate career i feel like i missing something which is time. 

I'm not sure if it's just anxiety or of I should try and bail on the property.

Just because someone has real estate fever it doesn't mean he (or she if you are) has the business maturity and wisdom to deal with anxiety and ride the bumps.

Otherwise, people with anxiety often lose out on a lot of money, or lose all their money.I will do my research from about 8 pm until 1 in the morning for several months and look at a thousand properties because in the evenings is the only time I get to focus without being interrupted.Be patient and wait like analligator.

Since I watched many of my friends/family suffer employment losses and much anxiety during these COVID-19 times.