Dominic, you mentioned not being able to scale my business using Shopify as opposed to Wordpress.

and they're difficult to do, because you're up against businesses that do nothing but flip and BRRRR, and here you come along wanting to do 1 home run right out of the gate. 

For another business I run I do post daily accountability in a FB/mentorship group and that does help me stay on track.

Hard part with business is separating your emotions from it.

I was going to add, as posted above, it's a great rate and stick with that local credit union for the future business. 

Start with small goals, and soon enough, you'll find yourself turning away business.

It may cash flow for a year or 2 but once things start breaking or something goes south with a tenant or it sits vacant for a few months, all of that previous "cash flow" is wiped out.The business model is a high CapEx / low cash flow business model relative to the value of the assets.Rentals are a great long-term wealth-building vehicle (appreciation, loan pay down, tax benefits, etc).Don’t rely on them to pay for your groceries.Sounds like you have a lot of experience in negative CF, and not in positive CF. 

I'm eager to grow my book of business in various markets and connect with active wholesalers.

Paul and Special Financing Company both  promised they would take care of this by December 27th and then just today in the mail I got two letters saying that they had transferred my loan to another company...That is the most insane thing I have ever encountered in all the years of dealing with shady businesses on the internet-!!!!

We hope to hear from you soon and we appreciate your business.