Sorry for the psychoanalysis but you serious sound just like me...lol I’ve learned to take a breath, put all this on a board or some notes and walk away, come back and if it still makes sense make a move.

Step one is to get your self described spending problem under control, once you do that you will have a bit more breathing room and hopefully you won't do anything out of desperation. 

@NA Martin you need to step back, take a deep breath, and start fresh. 

first piece of advice- Breathe!

Businesses are like living breathing entities they need your attention and skill set, until you put better people in place.

If you trust your PM/GC, sit back, hold your breath, and accept the fact that a 30-day delay is the norm in this business.

A basement block/concrete wall should not be painted because the wall needs to breathe plus its dry, no reason. 

We were able to breath life back into it and made it a welcoming home once again.

Moving to Chase was a breath of fresh air.

@Todd Rasmussen @John ThedfordOk, I’ve had some time to breathe.