I’m looking at the house hack in the LA market and everything under $850k is pretty old and sketchy, so it gives me a little anxiety.

This state of anxiety and inflammation has just become our normal. 

Each Time I buy I feels like I’m starting over again… the fear, the anxiety, etc.

I recommend you find ways to deal with that stress and anxiety before leaving your W2.3.

We had several evictions, moderate damage (including having the copper pipes stolen when criminals pretending to be tenants came and cased the house), and a lot of anxiety about vacancies.

Not that you would do anything with it, but lots of landlords see it as a security issue and it gives them anxiety to keep papers with people's SSN on them.

Bigger pockets is almost like....a club of some sorts and you guys are my friends who are taking the time out to listen to my problems and give advice and sooth my anxieties even though I have never met any of you

Those fears and anxieties will exist no matter how long you have been in the game.

You have to do your research but the sooner you jump in the pool the sooner you get over the anxiety.

Hey Tony, I think I felt all your anxiety while I read the play by play of your entire deal!