Brian I too feel as you do-that is: feeling uneasy in public while speaking, and also that it is time to go forward fulltime in real estate. While I even agree with the need to find a partner that is strong where you wish you were, there is still the time span between now and when you find the correct person. Accordingly let me encourage you that: a) the real estate club meeting you should go to tonight, but are uneasy about speaking at, is the only time this collection of people in this particular mindset (having a property to sell versus maybe not having it next month) will be there, so your not attending will be an opportunity that is lost forever, so let me encourage you to take your shot, b) Think on the times you did have to convey a message, and you did just fine. I would bet it was because you were certain you KNEW what you were talking about, and you could handle any objection or situation. Let me therefore encourage you to do your best to always be learning, and handle anything thrown at you with "I will find out and get back to you", instead of "I don't know", and how you are concerned about how that may look. A lot of people who like to chuckle and belittle are simply doing their best to bring you down, because of their own low opinion of themselves. c) Lastly, don't partner with just anyone, this is almost going to be like a marriage for you, and that person has to be trustworthy of being able to work with you. It is an interview they have to pass, and if they do not, you keep looking-and running your business by yourself. Don't force it, you will find them, and you will get there. Lastly just be adamant, that you are going to make it, as a famous athlete once said: I have made a lot of shots, and missed a lot of shots, but I missed 100% of every shot I did not take.