I think i am failing

[Heaven Boswell]

Hello,

       I am Heaven and one of my dreams is to start a real estate wholesale company that is honest and sraight forward. So far since last september  I have done only 1 deal. I have put many houses under contract since then, but have not sold any. I have run out of money and I fear I am drowning. This is putting me in a state of depression so much so that I really feel like doing nothing at all most days. So I need help and advice about how to do this thing right and bring in the money to actually keep me going. I have gone to several leaders of very successful groups that are doing well and they want me to pay to join the group or they just do not want to mentor me at all. I find this very frustrating. So any help/advice would be greatly appreciated! Thank you for your time.