So at this point I accept failure with open arms But I feel I’m not pulling the trigger because I want to fail without losing a bunch of money.

I'm a failure and work in the wrong industry if that's true. 

I have a two car garage, a small mechanical room, and an 8x12 shed.

The machines came with the property when we bought it in 2005 and they are all mechanical, no electronic parts.

(any failures in this department would be educational as well) Thanks

You will likely face more failure than success when you are starting out.

I was a mechanic at my previous job so I am certain that I can pick up on the nuances of rehabbing fairly quickly.

Also, regarding my advice of not buying a fixer upper before deployment with the concept of rushing to failure you have to factor in that a normal home purchase takes 60 days and a fixer upper using the 203K is often closer to 90 days due to inspections and contractor quotes.

"Hey the seller cut me out of the transaction because I'm a failure of an agent and neglected my client's needs, so I deserve my commission for doing nothing"?

How can I start wholesaling at the age of 18, with $4,000?