None of us is in control, unfortunately, through this. 

In future, I will try to keep my emotions under control (Good luck with that!)

If you buy or control the property with the right terms & the area zoning allows that use you can make it profitable.

Check out Intrastate Service Company .. they do pest control mainly but do renovations also.

Life felt totally out of control.

And I'm required to keep the journal under my control unless asked to surrender it by a police officer or the secretary of state.

I am interested in joining a network like this and would prefer folks around Tristate area like Delaware, PA, MD and NJ.

It includes the possibility of the federal government taking control of property if the housing provider receives certain federal payment assistance.Get informed and take action by contacting your representatives.

This money must be put into a lender-controlled account. 

At this point, a lease seems like an unnecessary hassle, I should probably do it, maybe I'll get around to it when I get my own to-do list under control (LOL, like that's ever going to happen).