Also I consider what I could do with the money to grow it.I think it feels a lot more worse than it really is.

I would also encourage you to look for REI group so you can network and grow your Business  and contact.

Welcome aboard, awesome to hear how passionate you are at such a young age.

They know your personal circumstances-age marital status, kids, assets, etc

I am hoping to grow my network and attend any meet-ups in the area.Looking forward to getting to know the BP community!

Take a tour of some assisted living retirement facilities and see how they have set up apartments that meet the needs of people who are aging and/or have disabilities.Seek advice from your local disability service organizations and agencies that serve seniors.

This spring I plan to steralize, or I know that they are easily smothered by growing sage grass or bunch grass in the area.

I would like to get the forced equity as you pointed out, but I would also like to develop a long term cash flow that grows over time. 

Having said that there is no way in this day and age that anyone can not be identified and tracked down.

Same age here and in the Army as well.