Hopefully I will be encouraged by my due diligence and not have an anxiety attack from something I missed. 

I feel this is unsustainable for me ESPECIALLY because i want to buy more properties ( at least one more until i pay some of these off) Am i wrong for my high anxiety/ being upset with the property manager not depositing the money until the 7th/8th of every month?

One other thing, take some Valium as Hubzu can give you a constant anxiety attack from start to finish.Congratulations on your winning bid.

Really helps to alleviate much of the anxiety when starting out.

In short, I'm feeling rushed like if I don't buy something soon, I'll miss out on all the deals.I am aware that when emotion is high, logic is low so I need help calming down so that I move forward relaxed and operating on logic and numbers rather than anxiety.

I organize an REAI group here in Fresno and just last week I did a discussion on this very topic - one the #1 reason people don't network more is because of anxiety about meeting new people.

I also hope covid-19 rebound will be as quick as the drop (there is less anxiety about it, more and more folks are shifting to Sweden approach).

In some ways its luck of the draw, but diligent research and advance planning can make those potential big expense much less anxiety-producing. 

I have been worried, have anxiety, losing sleep, always looking out window for someone coming to evict me, people taking pictures of the house and my dogs, ever since.

We not only lost our hard-earned money but on top of everything, our health suffered, I had several sleepless nights due to the stress and anxiety that this horrible experience created for my wife and me.After the buy-back was completed, I approached Maverick to at least help us with our losses by requesting us to give back ~$6000.