End of day, if it brings stress and anxiety into life, if loose sleep over it, it's not a fit. 

Basically, you have to be your own therapist or find someone to help you push past your anxiety!

Each new deal or new phase of your career will bring on the same fear and anxiety.

I read every book I could find on both tax liens and note investing (there aren't that many) and was lucky enough to find a local fellow note investor and pick his brain.For tax liens I read: The 16% solution : how to get high interest rates in a low interest world with tax lien certificates by Joel Moskowitz The complete guide to investing in real estate tax liens and deeds : how to earn high rates of return--safely by Alan NorthcottTax Lien$ by Michael Pellegrino (This is specifically about New Jersey tax liens)I also learned a lot from Joanne Musa (the tax lien lady) on youtube and through her website.For notes I read:Performance Anxiety: Creating A Fortune Investing In Non-Performing Real Estate Loans by Gordon MossInvest in Debt: The How To Book on Buying Paper for Cash Flow by Jim Napier (available to read for free on openlibrary.org)Note Professor Notebook by Tom HendersonAgain there's a lot of great material on youtube.

Despite struggling with my declining poor mental health, exhaustion, stress, anxiety, and financial worries this whole time. 

I'm sure someone's anxiety was triggered by a term that has existed forever.

They will drive themselves, their family, their golfing buddies, and the fund management/syndicator, and everyone they come in contact with CRAZY with their insecurity, pessimism, worry, anxiety, over reaction to trivial events, self doubt and buyers remorse.   

It doesn’t mean I don’t have anxiety.  

I am at the end of my Rope so broke it has taken a tole on my health I have bad Anxiety and Depression all because of my financial situation.  

God used all my anxiety and brokenness of those recent months to help me empathize with and truly help my clients there.