My grandfather was a developer in Iowa and had a saying "You're worried about the mule going blind, LOAD THE WAGON!" People constantly worry about failure, mistakes, and what other people think. IMO it's about the 3 M's...MONEY, MENTOR, MISTAKES. You will not get started appropriately without Money or access to it. You will not create solid strategy without a Mentor. You will not avoid Mistakes.
A Mentor isn't there to give you money or hand you successful decisions. If you don't take action, I assume you will lose their interest. If you don't learn from your mistakes, I assume you will lose their respect.
Stop writing down your goals! Why is that still even a thing?! I used to write down my goals and then realized I wasn't getting any closer to them no matter how hard I thought I was trying. Just take action and let your goals appear day by day. It's a moving target anyway and will just frustrate you or make you feel bad. You know your goals! You don't have to write them on a mirror so you have to look at them every morning to achieve them. Your going to miss all the great things happening each day that are actually getting you there.
Don't believe me? I'll make it hit home. I gave someone on BP an opportunity to see my business first hand. Walls were open, permits were being applied for, draws were being done, etc. etc. That person never contacted me saying they were busy with work. When I called them out on their BS they told me they "were just writing down their goals and so my tough love was perfect timing"! lol Guess how soon I heard from them?...........I still haven't.
*Mic drop