Oh thank you for your reply! Specifically, I love rehab real estate. I managed to buy three properties a few years ago, partly by borrowing against my home. My home is under water now. I love my home, been loving it for 25 years and intend to live out my life in it. The three rentals I have held for 7 years, but I do not make enough to buy insurance on them, or maintain them. They are also wide open for danger, in my own name and not in any entity - no legal protection. All of my income comes from them, I depend on every penny of those rents just to make ends meet. I am maintaining, but not thriving. I dont' work, due to age and injury and the legal system. Now, in March I have a balloon due on my home of $89,000. If I cant cough it up, I will have a payment of $777 month, which I cannot afford. I have been trying to pay it down, but since the feds raised interest, the payment only increased, even with my putting in every extra dollar I can come up with. It's like a giant monster that is never satisfied. I just keep feeding it. Now, if I sell a rental to pay it off, I will lose money because the rent I get is more than the mortgage increased payment. Plus, if I sell a rental, Im sure it would be a good idea to use the cash to invest, maybe flip and earn the $89K that way, instead of using it all for mortgage payoff. (its a 2nd mortgage. I still have a 1st.) I also just got hit with a $25,000 lawsuit that I lost, for a debt I already paid but a nasty judge refused to hear my case. So that creditor can steal my rental homes to pay that off. I cannot pay the lawsuit, the new $777 2nd mortgage payment (actually a HELOC), and survive. I already cant maintain the rentals. I would really be happy if I could hang on to the rentals, but one is in pretty bad shape, needs about 10K in repairs. I have been such a failure before, lost at least a million, so Im terrified to make a move, and the time is ticking away. I have failed every money making endeavor I have ever tried. Everything is on line, and I cant learn anything without humans to ask questions of, and I seem to be growing more and more foggy with overwhelm. Thanks for listening.