Some had other events in other states designed to elicit high emotions and fun, solidifying what was basic information as something secretive, which it really wasn't, it was just more enjoyable and easier to learn in the 'fun zone'.

Enjoy the ride, its a fun one!

However, I have noticed I don't really enjoy the finding deals part.

And although I enjoyed the first two days (did not have a credit score at that point so I didn't participate in that part) the last day was so annoying how much they pushed to sell.

Move to a job you enjoy, or slave away at one that increases income so you can invest, or create side hustles.

Consider spending some time in these areas to get a feel for the market and see if you'd enjoy living there. you ever dealt with ground up non owner occupied construction loans? 

Check your lease to see if there's a section that addresses "quiet enjoyment".

Oh well....................Mark, you are a good man, and I have enjoyed your input from Day 1.

Enjoyed my time there and love the country.

What gave you the ability to enjoy what you were doing despite the noise?