I am getting married next October and want to be able to hang out with my future children but it is a little hard to visualize that since I don't have kids and am not married yet.What book would you recommend to read next to really pound my why into my head?

Not to mention, you've now become reliant on a 3rd party for income streams, and yes, they do occasionally run short of funding and, yes, they have no compunction with telling you to pound sand until they get new funding. 

When the litigant attorney heard this, shouted "oh no, we're screwed" and pounded on the table.

Or are these investors so upset that they just want a pound of flesh and do not want to give them the chance to work out of it and just punish them . ??

Train with the one thing you have with you all the time FIRST and then go to external weapons if you like.I hear all the time from some 400 pound fat guy they have a gun and go to the range once a week but if they walk more than 20 feet they get out of breath.  

@Leland S.This is going to be very costly and the issue it is not resolving is vibratory noiseHaving built many building there is sound and vibration transmission - you can dampen the sound (again costly) but if it’s hardwood floors or a kid above it’s not going to stop the pounding / jumping .Is this a real issue brought by the tenant?

Fresh cracked dungess crab was 25 for a one pound container for years.. it flew up to 50 bucks.. there is no shortage of dungess crab in the Pacific oceans .. its down to 35 now.. but still high.. the meats the same way most all went up at least 50% and have not dropped.. chilean seabass was 15 bucks a pound went to 25k and has stayed there..

As initially mentioned I am too much stressed out and already lost a few pounds weight.Thanks

My advice would be not to be pound foolish and penny wise, spend the money now and sleep safer. 

You know the saying- don't be penny wise and pound foolish.