I also believe that if you have real talents - call it a calling or your purpose or your spiritual point or whatever - that you are robbing the rest of civilization by withdrawing those talents to pursue purely hedonistic interests.

Over the past few years I been focused against not only physical but also mental and spiritual.

There are a lot of great spiritual resources out there or therapy to help people address these negative thoughts that can at its worse, ruin someone's spirit and zest for life.Her insecurities and jealousy and her emotions that is on her to work on at the end of the day as well.

Has anyone done this and felt ethically, spiritually, and financially content at the end of the game?

If you haven't already take a look at these books....1) the four spiritual laws of prosperity by edwin gaines2) rhinoceros success by scott alexander 3) the go giver by bob burg How can you fail if you never give up?  

This is a big part of why I like real estate investing and entrepreneurship...if put in practice, it helps change my mindset and helps me become not only a successful person in business, but in my personal and spiritual life as well.

I know it will open up a nightmare of legal, spiritual and financial problems, but as the old saying goes, I'd rather have it and not need it than need it and not have it.

Focus on your mental/physical/spiritual self - read/stretch/learn to calm yourself. 

Growing up in this country you have no choice but to be in poverty, this can be spiritually, physically and financially.

At some point, it's far better if the investments provide returns that are financial AND emotional/spiritual/personal, according to what's important to you.