I got up at 4am this morning opened the door let God in Meditated. 

Meditations by Marcus Aurelius (Gregory Hays Translation) - This book is full of amazing insight into a man who literally ruled the world but never lost himself or what was important to him. 

Try some meditation.

You might want to take up meditation, though. 

Maybe you need to go out and meditate or have some sex.

Meditations by Roman emperor Marcus Aurelius (A.D. 121–180).

Having a interest in REI, and googling around internet, I get REI related emails, and so I have BP, Google, and Joshua Dorkin's savvy to thank.I'm a Newbie currently living on Salt Spring Island, BC, Canada, and will be moving back over to Vancouver Island ASAP - Victoria, would be fantastic, and so would Qualicum Beach, but Sooke, Nanaimo, Ladysmith, Deep Bay, or Qualicum Village / Falls are possibilities - the bigger the hub the better - for networking and also for performing & recording meditation music (hobby - business).I work 6 months per year as Marine Engineer with Canadian Coast Guard, and get the other 6 months off (with pay), but I hope to replace this income with my new career as an REI.Being new, I need to absorb, study, and learn as much as possible as quickly as possible, (to be able to change vocations / careers within next 24 months).

I have been in to yoga on and off and tried meditating...

I get some music going and get to it... it can be like a form of meditation...$1100 is a good price... but that is also a nice chunk of play money.Now painting...

Demo out all the fire damaged materials, then do some additional meditation like running ozone machines to kill any remaining smell.