@Curt Davis of course you are right but the anxiety level and cost factors are what keeps me at home.

And I have bad nerves and an anxiety disorder to begin with!  

Did I at first hate doing it and get anxiety - yep.

Question: With a no pets policy, tenant brings a doctors note stating she medically prescribed to have a service dog to counteract anxiety condition, she moved in without a pet and knew the policy beforehand. 

It doesn't matter that you'd do better financially if anxiety would eat you alive.

My fiance is an over the road truck driver and mu lil one has seperstiin anxiety so i have been away from him only a handful of times.

When we focus on the moment to do the task and not the outcome, it releases anxiety.

So, they head into it fearful and you might be doing something unconsciously that reinforces that anxiety/fear. 

The general summary of the books is to overcome the fear and anxiety associated with money and work our way toward being successful business owners and investors.

What would you say to yourself on that first day knowing what you know now to make that path of REI a little easier or less anxiety filled?