At this time I really like the guaranteed money!! 

I would rather do this and retain my money then give it to the bank as interest. 

Quote from @Katie Accashian: I am looking to take money from my retirement that I accumulated from my previous employer and move it into a self directed IRA to buy a real estate investment.

To get things "shaking and my blood pumping again" lol as money is tight.

The same money could buy 1-2 full properties that would rent for more, depending on the market you choose. 

I have not received any return on my money. 

You can use seller financing, or you can use hard or private money.

Here’s some guidance to help with your next steps:Hard Money Loan: Hard money lenders can often cover both the purchase price and some rehab costs (up to 70-75% of the after-repair value or ARV).

@Geoff Engel If you don't want to be a landlord but still want to be involved with investing you could be a private money lender for flips or in partnerships and bring the money to the deal.

I am always happy to chat about hard money - and I am biased, but I think I am an excellent communicator!