I sensed some bitterness and disillusionment there, so I felt the need to point out their reality.

You came in at the top of this cycle of course you are bitter.

I think it is best if you find someone to talk to, you know, in person not on a forum so they can help you vent and let go of all that bitterness you have shown in just 3 posts.

They have been uniformly frustrated, unsuccessful, and engaged in bitter arguments with BP members pointing out the shortcomings of their offering, or the perceived shortcomings of their related qualifications.  

I've never done this before and it is a bitter sweet feeling.

The building probably has structural issues or is inhabited by rival gangs or both to be priced that low.

I don't want to sounds bitter (maybe I am) but I'd look VERY closely into the board of directors.Typically non-profits and churches have 2 types of boards:1. 

Specifically building a multi unit / mixed use out of repurposed shipping containers. while it is a bit of a niche, but the cost to build rivals current per unit pricing in the market.Joel I saw your talk about NNN in Oakland, thank you for the information.

Under no circumstances should you apologize , that's enabling behavior which facilitates their continued disfunction.I'm going to say Berkeley rivals SF and Portland in the professionally offended dept.

So I guess I am getting a bit bitter that all these slack asses put liens on my home over an above the bid amount and here I am carrying 120K of money and cannot do anything about it...or can I is the question?