This forum is probably NOT where you should spend a lot of your time as a beginner. Or any other forum for that matter. Forums are by their very nature noisy, opinionated, and ultimately a distraction to what you need first - an education.
Education does not need to be slow or expensive. Forget the guru bootcamps and their 3 or 4 figure events and product packages. Start with some plain old fashioned books and read and take notes at the same time. Physical or ebooks - it doesn't matter. Annotate and make your notes in a notepad or other document as you read. Highlight the concepts or phrases that speak most loudly to you. Jot down the questions as they pop in your head, and any other ideas too. You will get the maximum value from any books, articles, podcasts or videos this way.
Need a book list? Skim the podcast transcripts here to find the recommendations of podcast guests, and you will find quite a few that come up over and over again. Buy some books - new or used from this site, Amazon or eBay. You will be building library of trusted advisers this way - and at very low cost.
Soon it will seem less daunting, the way forward more clear. Where you start depends on your own interests and circumstances and its OK to change direction as you learn gain actual experience. Learn, then DO. Learn from what you did, then DO some more. Action feeds action and education provides direction.