You will be amazed at how much easier it gets once you have built a reputation.Almost all of the "learning" you need to do can be acquired free here on BP or with a library card, so do not pay anybody for a course.It is EXTREMELY easy to feel like the "opportunity" is passing you, but you are 19... if you play for the long game you will be rich as F*&K when you are older and you will be glad that you busted your back when you  were younger.

It's free and it connects you to audio available through your local library.

You can buy old Carleton sheets course's or any other guru course for pennies start reading there and some of the RE books you can get at the library..

I don't know how PC that is to mention but one might add follow the Asian gays.

I would also suggest going to your local library so you can save on having to buy books and that way if you find one your really like then you can buy it. 

Sounds like I am headed to the library... or Amazon.com.

 @Eric ThomsonHello Eric, Yes I do have future investment plans in the PC/Panhandle area.

We have a great community center, Lakes, Canals, convention center, Fire/Police/Library food, POffice, Golf Course, grocery store, shops & of course beaches.  

There's a local meetup you should check out.Larry: well, Louisville is friendly, has a great library, there's no traffic, it's close to Boulder & Denver (but no traffic); has a fun little main street with a rich coal mining history; there's an emphasis on open space and recreation; and the residents are generally intelligent and thoughtful.

Next month they will hold their monthly meeting at the new library on the loop off of Garfield.